Human Idiocy

22 04 2008

I was talking to a friend tonight, and as we talked, something began to emerge to me.

Humans are really stupid.

I mean, seriously. We are idiots. We like to strut around and think we’re pretty smart, that we’ve got it all figured out. But, uhh… WOW ARE WE CLUELESS!!! We get mad at each other over the stupidest things. We try things that are impossible and then refuse to do the things that are so simple, logical, seemingly easy. We don’t want to be responsible, but we do want to be successful. We want to get what we want, but we refuse to do what’s necessary to gain it. We want what we think we deserve, but we refuse to admit what we truly deserve. We hide ourselves when we should trust others, and we trust those whom we should be hiding ourselves from.

We cling tenaciously to people who come and go, but spurn our own family. We devour the latest sports or entertainment news, but refuse to give more than a day or two out of our week to Our Savior. We look at complexity and refuse to appreciate the work that went into it, and look at talent which God gave a person at birth and give them far more credit than they are due.

We’re just plain dumb. And it’s time we admitted it.




Drained.

20 04 2008

Lately, I’ve been feeling wiped out. I’ve developed senioritis, which is ironic seeing as how up until a few weeks ago, this was the first year of school I can remember that I actually was really enjoying. However, there are only five more weeks left, and then I’m free for a couple weeks. During that time, I should (hopefully) have no job and be on vacation. I would like to leave my current job just as soon as the school year is up, but I’m not sure exactly when I’ll be done with that. Of course, no school means that I must get some sort of a full-time job… which is a problem. I’d like to do something that I could actually enjoy, even if it is just for the summer, which rules out most jobs you can get with just a high school diploma. The prospects for getting a vehicle so that I don’t have to borrow my mother’s van are slim as well. We shall see how the Lord will provide.

We’ve been planning my graduation with the other three homeschoolers at my church who will be graduating this year. It’s starting to take a definite shape, and I’m really looking forward to it.

Finally, back to being drained. I’ve been discovering something in the last couple weeks, and that is that I’ve been relying too much on people and not enough on God. Yet, on the other hand, I’ve also recognized that I’m incapable of handling solitude. I’ve been experiencing a lot of it lately. Most days I seclude myself in our basement, in the office which my mom and I share but she never uses. I take my computer and my textbooks and go to work. I pretty much spend all my time at home (other than when I’m sleeping, and most of the time when I’m eating) at this place. My desk is kind of tucked away (under the stairs) and so I’m not necessarily the most accessible to the general public (a.k.a. my family and anyone else who might happen to be in the house at the moment). This is something that is resented by those around me, but it’s a necessity until I finish school.

It also used to be that I would talk to friends online a lot. Over time, it became a sort of a substitute for face-to-face interaction, but lately, this hasn’t been occurring less and less. For one, being online keeps me from getting a lot of school accomplished, and for two, the people that I would talk to are not on as much. Busy with their own things, no doubt. And that’s where I found myself struggling last week.

As busy as I’ve been, I haven’t realized what I’ve been doing to many of those around me. What it took for me to realize it is everyone else doing it to me. You see, it’s a difficult thing to realize that most people are more concerned with the things they have to do than the people around them, especially when “people” includes yourself. That’s been me for a while, and since the shoe is on the proverbial other foot now, I’ve come to realize that things aren’t all that important. Sure, it’s important to accomplish the tasks you’ve been given, but it’s more important to focus on the people around you. Only focusing on the things that you must do will drain you, but even more, it will drain those you hold most dear. After all, Scripture does say “Love your neighbor as yourself,” not “love your jobs as yourself.”

The extension of this that I’ve made is that I’m more concerned about my tasks than my relationship with the Lord. This is a big mistake, no doubt. Today, Pastor preached on how to become effective at evangelizing. He pointed out that when Jesus called the disciples, He said this: “Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.” He said that if we take care of the following, the Lord will take care of the fishing. Read it closely and you’ll realize that’s really what it’s saying. Follow the Lord, and HE will take care of the things that you have to get done. So, I’ve resolved to make a better effort at the following, and let the Lord make the better effort at the tasking.

As I finish this post, I realize that the things I’ve written are indeed lifting my spirits. Now, perhaps a long night’s sleep will help even more.

“Lord, give me eyes and ears to know YOUR desire for my walk with You. Help me to know that You come first, people come second, and you will take care of the mountain of work that I face.”




“In Her Eyes” by Michael Hunter Ochs and Jeff Cohen

13 04 2008

Since I don’t have the brain capacity at the moment to actually post something original, this is one of my favorite Josh Groban songs, from his album “Awake.”

She stares through my shadow
She sees something more
Believes there’s a light in me
She is sure
And her truth makes me stronger
Does she realize
I awake every morning
With her strength by my side

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
A man who’s trying to love her
Unlike any other

In her eyes, I am
This world keeps on spinning
Only she stills my heart
She’s my inspiration
She’s my northern star

I don’t count my possessions
But all I call mine
I will give her completely
‘Til the end of all time

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
A man who’s trying to love her
Unlike any other

In her eyes, I am

In her eyes I see the sky
And all I’ll ever need
In her eyes time passes by
And she is with me

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
A man who’s tring to love her
Unlike any other

In her eyes, I am
In her eyes, I am




Whoa! New WordPress… and where I’ve been…

7 04 2008

So I haven’t been keeping up on blogging as you all know… and I log into my wp tonight to discover a completely redesigned dashboard… this looks kinda sweet.

Anyways, the purpose of my actually logging into wordpress was to inform everybody what I’m up to and let you know that posting will be spotty at best, but more realistically non-existent for about the next month and a half whilst I complete the mad sprint to the finish line of high school… particularly because I’m the lazy hare from the parable who took a nap the first three years (memo to anyone in the lower levels of hs or not yet in high school: don’t do that).

Anyways, once the school year is over, and I’ve taken my week or slightly less than a week-long vacation to either Branson, MO, or San Francisco, CA I imagine posting will resume its normal course, at least for the summer.

Speaking of summer… today was the first day I wore shorts this year! Yahoooo!!!




Kitteh Pwnage

23 03 2008

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I’m officially sick of hearing Barack Obama talk about “unification”

20 03 2008

Well, he’s just the current poster child of this particular clever word framing by the liberals. They’ve been doing it for a long time now, and I’m tired of it. It’s a load of words I cannot utter.

I was listening to Rush Limbaugh speak to this yesterday, and he was saying that “unification” is essentially nothing more than liberal code-speak for “you forsake your convictions and let us do what we want.” He talked about the Founding Fathers and how they managed to hammer out agreement on a Constitution and other such things despite rampant disagreement… well, it was through determination and compromise, not “unification.” Reagan, the great hero of the Right, did not accomplish what he accomplished by “unifying” with any liberals.

Yesterday, I was debating on a blog with some people about Barack Obama’s speech, and one person trotted out this “unification” line. Here’s what I say to that. Fine. Let’s unify behind Barack Obama. No one’s allowed to disagree with him, and then we can call it civilized dialogue. NOT! The very instant that we do such a thing is the instant we have finally signed over our freedom as Americans. It is important that we disagree, and that we express those disagreements.

Which brings me to Obama’s speech a couple days ago. I read the transcript, and I hate to admit it, but it struck me as pretty well done at first. He addressed a lot of issues that a lot of liberals won’t touch. He paid at least token acknowledgment to the fact that white people’s concerns about race aren’t based in fiction. But when it came down to it and you erase away all the nice shiny rhetoric, it was the same. In the end, it’s still the white people’s fault. In the end, we still don’t get it. And in the end, he wants to solve all of these problems, whether real or perceived, with the same liberal policies. And, he could find it in him to offer as much or more condemnation for his white grandmother who was “afraid of black men on the street” and “uttered racial stereotypes” (go ahead and count the stereotypes that Obama made in that speech. I dare ya. There’s quite a few.) as he offered for his “Pastor” who rants and raves and calls for God to “damn America” (which is something that no Pastor, preaching God’s Word, would ever pray for). Among other things, Barack Obama was one of the loudest in the call for Don Imus to be fired. What does that say about him?

Obama has a lot of nice words, but even a cursory examination of his record, and the facts of his policies, reveal that he is just another liberal, just one who talks nicer. Don’t think for a second that he’s going to disown affirmative action (even though he paid lip service to white people’s concerns about that) as a policy, despite the fact that it is a racist policy. I mean, after all, his church preaches racism.




Senator McCain looking Presidential while Democrats squabble

19 03 2008

Against everything the media tells us, against all the appearances, against Obama’s rhetoric of “change” and Hillary’s devious ways of stealing elections, the truth is, John McCain may pull off the win after all. While it’s obviously premature to say that anything like a prediction can be made, an interesting trend is showing up. The Democrats continue to strike blows at one another, and every indication is that they will continue to do so until the convention this fall. Hillary Clinton does not give up a chance at power unless you drag her away under threat of the law, so she will likely fight this all the way until the end. (I believe it will be political suicide if she does, but that’s a good thing.) Whatever her chances, her presence in the race demands that Obama will have to deal with her. He seemed to be trying the tactic of ignoring her, and that clearly isn’t working.

If you buy into polling data, which does fluctuate, yes, but so long as it isn’t an exit poll, I believe, tends to provide at least a somewhat hazy picture of the facts, then this new poll by Reuters and Zogby will look very interesting to you. It shows Barack Obama’s national lead over Clinton down to just three percent, which is, of course, inside the margin of error of any poll. However, the more interesting trend is that McCain has now opened up a wide lead over Obama in a national election, and while his lead over Clinton has diminished somewhat, it still holds fairly strong.

A scenario seems to be emerging in which the Democrats fight it out until their convention in late August, while McCain can build his national support. His recent move of taking a trip to the Middle East almost as soon as he locked up the nomination is a stroke of genius, as it cements the image of McCain as a presidential figure in the minds of many, since that is the sort of thing that Presidents do. While the prospect of Hillary Clinton beating McCain in a head-to-head battle seems unlikely give how polarizing she is and how few right-leaning moderates would vote for her, a matchup against Obama means that McCain must start gathering support from that group now, which having the nomination locked up will allow him to do. IF McCain can capitalize on this built in advantage, then we may be looking at a President we can live with after all.




Elliot Spitzer Proves…

15 03 2008

what we already knew. Liberals are hypocrites. We didn’t hear liberals rushing to the nearest conglomeration of microphones to denounce Spitzer and demand that he immediately resign.

Yet, they see no problem with calling out conservatives who stumble.

(Today, I’m reading a book on liberal hypocrisy that I will review at my book review blog [which had a bit of a hiccuppy start, but hopefully I'll be able to stick to soon!])




Running

10 03 2008

I ran today… for the first time in quite a while. I’m pretty out of shape… made it completely around two blocks. Not big blocks, either. But hey, it’s a start. It was just warm enough for a jacket, just cold enough to make my lungs feel like they were about to explode. The thought recently occurred to me that if I play basketball at college, it’ll be the first time in my life I won’t be the tallest man on the court when playing organized ball. I played for a few years early on in junior high and high school and have dabbled in some 3-on-3 stuff since then. I’m 6′2″, but I was 6′ when I was fourteen, so I’ve pretty much always been taller than or as tall as everyone else. The truth is, I make a horrible big man. I don’t have enough upper body strength, and I enjoy running too much. That and I can never anticipate which way the ball is bouncing on a rebound.

Speaking of running, I learned a long time ago that your mind says you are done before you are really done. Words to live by. You can always go twice as far as you think you can. (Reminders of Brock in “Facing the Giants”) However, after I was done today, things have burned every time I stand up.

Mike Huckabee is figuring on being Reagan number two, and I hope he pulls it off. His grassroots forum (not started by himself, but very in support of him) Huck’s Army is buzzing with things that can be done. I have an exciting opportunity there, but I’ll tell you what it is IF it pans out.

Some friends and I were discussing yesterday what McCain will have to do to win. It seems that he must do two things. 1) Get the farthest reaches of the right to vote for him and recognize that the numbskull idea of voting for a 3rd party candidate or writing in a man who wouldn’t accept it aren’t really conducive to the survival of America. (On that note, we were discussing parties and party history, and came to the conclusion that America’s government is simply ideal for a two-party system and anyone thinks so is off their rocker a little bit). 2) He must make the “moderates” (people who don’t recognize the importance of being involved in the political process and taking positions on things, aka do not care) care. If he can’t, Obama’s “hope” and “change” rhetoric that deals with nothing to do with anything resembling actual issues will trump.




Mike Huckabee’s Letter to His Supporters and My Thoughts

5 03 2008

Mike dropped out of the race officially last night, now that John McCain gained the necessary number of delegates to ensure the nomination. Over the last year, I have followed Mike and supported him ardently. When it became obvious that he could not win, I simply quit blogging for him, not wanting to admit the inevitable, yet knowing that there was little point in putting more effort into it. Mike Huckabee was the very first person I had the privilege to vote for in any sort of election, and I must say it was a privilege. While I’ve only just now become old enough to vote, I’ve followed politics for the last eight years, and Mike is the only politician who has ever excited me and his campaign infused me with a renewed trust in the American way of doing government. While he has ultimately fallen short, the movement that he, together with his dedicated supporters, seems to have started among social conservatism is hardly dead. When you read his letter, you will realize that this incredible man has no intentions of quitting the American political arena after just one defeat, but intends to carry on, and hopefully, run again in 2012. While it won’t happen now, my guess is that someday Mike Huckabee will become President of our nation.

All this said, I would like to address some of the ridiculous reactions I have seen from some supporters of the now former Presidential candidate. This is no time to be writing in a man who has publicly stated he will not run as a third-party candidate. The truth is, John McCain, while often frustrating as a legislator to conservatives, has a largely conservative voting record, including issues such as life and taxes. It is absurd to suggest that we would be better off with Hillary Clinton or Barack Obama in power, working with a Democrat-controlled Congress to advance their agenda of “progessivism” that is progressive ONLY in that it enables time travel back to the dark economic policies of Franklin Roosevelt and the cultural agenda of the Supreme Court that passed such infamous rulings as Roe v. Wade. It is imperative that either of these two do not reach office. I am convinced that if one of them does, it will be the end of America and her freedom as we know it, and it would be one of the the greatest errors in our nation’s history if conservatives, fueled by comparatively minor disagreements with Senator McCain, refrain from voting for the man. If you buy into the argument that to vote for McCain is the lesser of two evils, realize that all you merely do by not voting for him is, at best, vote for the lesser of three evils. A more realistic view is that voting for a third-party candidate, or to write in a candidate who is not even running, is to enable the total destruction of the American Republic. I will spend the next several months in the political posts on this blog doing everything in my power (meager as it is) to ensure that this does not happen.

Finally, let me state a reminder to all of you. God is still on the throne. While electing a candidate who promises “change” from the freedom we now have may be the end of our country as we know it, God will not end. We are blessed to live in the greatest nation in the history of the world, the ONLY superpower in the history of the world where people are free to exercise almost ALL of their basic rights as humans. If God chooses to withhold that blessing in his wisdom and judgement for our waywardness, then so be it. But He is still omnipotent, and He still raises up rulers and still takes them down.

Now, the parting words from Governor Huckabee (or at least the parting words from his campaigning):

Dear Faithful Friends,

Last night was a tough one for all of us. While Janet and I stood on the stage, we felt as if we were surrounded by a much larger family than our immediate family. We have been surrounded throughout the process by a large and growing family of faithful friends whose efforts in the campaign have humbled and amazed us day after day. I regularly wept or choked back tears just reading comments on the blog when I realized the sacrifices that so many have made for the campaign.

We had held out hope that we would win enough delegates to keep the contest going, but had vowed that if Senator McCain actually got the 1191 delegates, we would accept the will of the voters. In the end, the relentless hammering of the media that we “couldn’t win” influenced enough voters and while we campaigned long and hard in the final states, it simply wasn’t enough. I congratulate Senator McCain and will do what I can to assist him and influence him to take strong stands for issues that we conservatives cherish.

I don’t see the long journey having reached its destination, but merely taking a detour. As my Marine friend Clebe McLary says, “I didn’t lose–it’s just that the game ended before I got finished playing.”

In the immediate days ahead, we will be transitioning from campaign mode. For 14 months, there have been a lot of things put on hold in our lives. We have to join the many incredible people on our staff to figure out “what’s next?” But this much I can tell you—we want to stay in touch and start now building a platform to continue addressing issues that brought us together in the first place.

Throughout my life, I’ve found that there are sometimes three possible answers to our prayers–”Yes,” “No,” or “Not Now.” I would like to think our prayers were answered with a “Not Now.”

We will keep our website up and as we transition, will want to create a way to keep in touch and continue the battle for our families, our freedom, and our future. We will also focus on assisting conservative Senate and House candidates, in places where we know our investment of time and energy can make a real difference. You can expect us to be active online as we do this and to regularly solicit your opinions and support. Too many big issues are at stake for us to sit on the sidelines.

In the immediate time, we have to make sure that we pay all the bills of the campaign and end in the black, help our staff find ways to earn a living, and make sure that we don’t lose the momentum of the past 14 months, but instead follow the plan:

REFLECT, REST, RENEW, and RE-BOOT!

I really welcome your input and thoughts during these coming days. Pray for us as we seek wisdom as to what steps we take now. Despite what some have thought, we really didn’t have a “Plan B’ in the wings–we always thought we’d be in this until the inauguration in January of 2009!

God has been so good to us! We can never fully express our gratitude for all you have done and how you have touched and blessed our lives. I truly hope I didn’t let you down. I promise to you that I gave it all I had to the last minute and left it “all on the field.” What is more amazing is how you were willing to be “poured out” to the point of empty in order to be with us all the way. I stand amazed by it all and overwhelmed with gratitude.

We will dust off, pick ourselves up off the canvas, and answer the bell for the next round, whatever that may be. We love you all, and trust that the journey has just begun!

With tired bodies and grateful hearts,

Mike and Janet Huckabee